wave goodbye to friends of before, usher in new ones in the hope of leaving behind this dotted history.

so if i gave you a few laughs at my expense mostly, then i am sorry to say that i have come to and realized how impractical and floaty i have been this long while. little more to that, or at least i'll have the mind to keep it in private. the silent moment between thought and speech, like the moment between what goes on within your surrounding and how you look from the outside. it is so difficult to capture, especially when you are so caught up and webbed in the former.

but i'm waving goodbye. have fun being comfortable. take advantage of every person you meet. make that life of yours a go-go adventure with spectacles always in abundance, because god forbid you should ever become one. i understand that fear is your driving force, but right now i do not want to be driven by that. and if it is something else that motivates you, then it will show, all the good in you.

i want more patience. that i should be willing and able to accept half-truths or hard lies. to glide over these faults and rapture over what i can. because the rule is that to be with someone is better than this solitude that is cornering me into eccentricities i would never have imagined before. so at the end, i reluctantly agree with that truth.